Crossroads

An excerpt from 'Crossroads" June 11, 2015

It’s been far too long since my last post. The truth is that I have been struggling for inspiration, not just for this post, but in general. Dealing with the frustration of feeling shackled by my body’s inability to keep up with all the things I want to do is something I am all too familiar with, but apathy for such a long period… this is unchartered territory and a bit scary to be honest.

I’ve also delayed writing because I did not want this blog to become a negative space but my journey is filled with so many highs and very low lows, I have decided it is best to be true to myself.

It might be a strange thing to say, but for the last few months I have found the unknown empowering. For me nothing was more exhilarating than having absolutely no idea what the future held, not having a plan, not planning to have a plan. Knowing only that it could be anything I wanted it to be, or at least that’s what I thought.

Read the full blog entry https://ajourneywithfernie.wordpress.com/2015/06/11/crossroads/